And so you find yourself, without understanding, without knowing, with a thousand voices in his head who does not want to listen. And so you find yourself with a sense of guilt that never leaves you, that you company at any time of day. I find myself so. And she is so sweet and so caring. He takes care of me, as no one did more for years. But I have nothing to offer, and continue to delude myself that eventually I'll learn to love it, I keep telling myself that maybe just the little I have, that I can not decide for her, I do not have. And while I feel the embrace panic seize me, I'm afraid, afraid of hurting her, and she does not deserve it. Confusion. And then silence. Silence about, silence within. Do not speak anymore, I do not want speaking, I do not know what to say. I do not know what to say. And I wonder when will I see you again. It scares me that time. She is everything, even if it is not enough, she's all, but that everything is still little, she is paying for his games and has what he wants. I try again, and so do not panic when you get away: escape the dream, I'm staying here! Rest, because now I can not escape, because she did not rest I can go, because from her I do not want to go. But I feel that not everything that is not everything. And now? Now that she is, now that I can go, now what do I do? Now what do I do?
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